扬帆起航之青春笔记 第五十一章:Walk with you all my life
作者:俊驰晟睿的小说      更新:2018-04-27

  Missingislikeasharpblade,thorninmyheartisverypainful,verypainful.Thinkofhim,maybeatthistime,reallyneedapersontotalkaround,orgivetheheartofcomfort.

  Thedayswithoutyou,theskywasdark,shutthedoor,amanhidinginthehouse,leaninginasmallcorner,beatingsome00piecesofwriting.Inthislonelytime,thereisstillsomethingcalled“words“accompaniedme,Ididnotforgettowalkthroughthetext.

  Writinghasalwaysbeenmyfavorite.Idon‘thavemuchmentalcompositionrecently.Ifeelverynarrow.Ireadsomephilosophicalwords,butIcan‘tunderstandanything.Somehow,thatpassionseemstohavedisappeared.WhohasbeenholdingbooksalldaylongWhoreadthebeautifulessayonthebusWhoiswhointhebookstorereadingbooksIcan‘timaginemyselfwalkingnow.Ilikethecostumedrama,andthelatestpopularentertainmentprogram“goodvoiceinChina“.IcankeeptheTVsetalivewithoutgoingoutallday.Lifeisgettingpoor,isthespiritofthepoor,inneremptiness,inshort,alackofpower,lackofapioneeringspirit.ShouldIchangemyselfShouldIthinkaboutitLifeshouldnotbesomediocre,lifeshouldbemeaningful.Canyougivemecourage

  Inautumn,Ilikewalkinginthepark,smellingthefragranceofosmanthus,thinkingaboutyourface,howbeautifulitis.Remember,wehandthroughtheefforts,nowbusydaysalwayshauntyoupace,sothatyoucannottouchme,unabletostayinmyside.Lookup,lookupatthebluesky,therearewhitecloudsdrifting,seethebirdsflyinginthesky,atthistime,youknowhowmuchIenvythemIwanttohaveapairofwings,canflyfreely,flyingtowhereyouare.

  Once,accidentally,thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now,thinkofit,stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant,luxuryisnotwhatIlove,butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.

  Canyousingasong,caneatamealandyou,andyoucanrenewanold,canwatchamoviewithyou,andyoucanlistentothesamesong,itismygreatjoy.Iloveholdingyourhand,gotoabusycorner,walkedintothefashionshop,wearingdifferentstylesofclothes,thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference,youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood,whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy,butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before,alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoaccompany,andnowthinkofaboyfriend,betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!

  Aslongasyou,thehouseagainathome,weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact,youareaquietman,andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment,andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.Alwaysliketotalkwithyou,foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms,goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome,aremyfavorite,thankyou!I‘vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately,andIthinkit‘sreallyinteresting.Aperson‘smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently,IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories,whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder,reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.CanyousparetimetocomebackwithmeDear,Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou,Iamnolongerachild,Iwillbecomemoremature,Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!

  Once,accidentally,thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now,thinkofit,stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant,luxuryisnotwhatIlove,butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.Canyousingasong,caneatamealandyou,andyoucanrenewanold,canwatchamoviewithyou,andyoucanlistentothesamesong,itismygreatjoy.

  Iloveholdingyourhand,gotoabusycorner,walkedintothefashionshop,wearingdifferentstylesofclothes,thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference,youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood,whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy,butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before,alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoaccompany,andnowthinkofaboyfriend,betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!Aslongasyou,thehouseagainathome,weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact,youareaquietman,andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment,andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.

  Alwaysliketotalkwithyou,foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms,goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome,aremyfavorite,thankyou!I‘vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately,andIthinkit‘sreallyinteresting.Aperson‘smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently,IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories,whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder,reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.CanyousparetimetocomebackwithmeDear,Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou,Iamnolongerachild,Iwillbecomemoremature,Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!

  Once,Iwasinfrontofyouwithatemper,crying,shoutinguncomfortable,andnowIwanttotellyou,Iamnolongerthatignorantlittlegirl.Iwillrationallyfaceallthethingsthatlifegivesme.Ihavesomebadproblems,hasalwaysbeenIneedtochange,IthinkIshouldlearntoputdown,shouldlearntolerance,shouldlearntoimprovise.Theunhappydaysofthepastareduetothefactthattherearetoomanythingsthatcan‘tbeputintheheart.

  Gradually,Ilearnedtolerance,learntounderstand,learntolerance.Intherealmoflove,moretolerance,morewarmth.Reallywanttousemylovehasbeenwarmyou!IbecamesonervousthesedaysthatIdidn‘tknowwhytheexamwasgoingtomakemyheartgoupanddown.IfindthatwhatIdo,themorenervousIget,theworseIreallywanttodoit,butmyheartcan‘tbecalm.Hopethatthisexamcanpasssmoothly,lookforwardto!Ireallydonotwanttoletyoudown,Ireallywanttobewithyou,Ireallywanttoaccompanyyoueveryday.

  NearOctober,Idonotknowwhatkindoffeeling,Ithinkitshouldbeexcited,shouldbeexpected,shouldbehappy,shouldbehappy,shouldbewarm!Howtofulfilladream,likeacondensedwish,thinkpaintedaperiod.Iwantyoutoaccompanymealongjourney,toastrangecity,putasidealldistractingthoughts,unloadalltheburden,happytoenjoyourgooddays.Idon‘tknowwhyyoudon‘tliketraveling,butI‘maplayfulchild.

  Haveyoueverplayedwithyou,rememberButalwayscannotfindthekindofhappyhappiness,theheartisalwaysmissingsomething.BecauseIknow,withoutyou,evenifIstandatthesummitofthemountain,Ican‘tfeeltheworld‘svastness.Becauseyouaretheelementofmyhappiness!Inthislife,Ijustwanttoholdyourhandforward!Letusforeverinthegenerationaftergeneration!