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　　Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:

　　Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.

　　Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:

　　Fuckit.

　　Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.

　　Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.

　　ThisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.

　　Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome

　　Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatnave.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.

　　Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis，Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.

　　AndwhyBecauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.

　　SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.

　　IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.

　　SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuckinglovedoingit，Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.

　　So，aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.

　　Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife

　　SoIhadanoutburst.

　　ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.

　　WhendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofessionItbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.

　　However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.

　　WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.

　　Writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.

　　WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.

　　Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.

　　Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.

　　Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.

　　4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。

　　Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.

　　IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.

　　ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.

　　SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.

　　That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.

　　ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.

　　That’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.

　　Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.

　　So，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.

　　Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestIcan.

　　Iwillseeyoutomorrow